Trust

Learning trust right now. I asked God if I could move back to Canon. I miss my family and am flat out tired of Pueblo. Yes, I agree that I change my mind quite often. This past week has been a battle between God and I. I keep trying to tell myself there is nothing wrong with my picking up and moving back to Canon while God keeps telling me it's a no. I know what it feels like for God to say no. Last time he said no, and I disobeyed, times were not good. :) It is true that we learn through experience. This said from personal experience. Unfortunately.

So, for some reason, I am not supposed to move back into Canon right now. I have to trust God that he knows best. He does not give snakes when I ask for bread. So, I don't know why I'm here and it is really hard, but where He leads, I will follow.

Complete Exhaustion

Phew, I'm out. Hopefully the rest of the week is easy. I stayed up until 12:30 last night at a concert which was a lot of fun. Alanis Morisette was my favorite band. And one of the smaller bands that played-MuteMath-was really good. I'm going to look into their music more.

Killer organic lab test today. Two hours. Probably the worst test I've ever taken in my life. Literally. I may very likely fail that one. The only thing that makes me okay with it is the fact that I got the highest test grade in lecture. Ah! I couldn't believe it. So, my day was fine despite the crazy lab test.

Now I think I may go and sleep the rest of the afternoon and night. :)

Matchbox 20

Woo hoo! I am done with my organic chemistry test. :) Talk about a huge thing off my back. Therefore, I won't even spend the time writing about it.

So, I'm going to see Matchbox 20 tommorrow night. My Mom just randomly bought two tickets, and I found out I get to go. Even better Alanis Morrissette will be there!!

Yeah, I know, short post, but I've got to get to O. Chem lab...